VALENCE

by CEDRON

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1.
You know the stories and how it ends Shit called excuses all over again I sow revenge deeply inside Like the knife growing back in my mind I take every chance I get to push you away Time heal my wounds but leave me dead on the inside Time heal my wounds but leave me A life in change with burning rage Some fake, some break Another love: another mistake Some fake, some break You know the story and how it starts Nothing learned only breaching hearts Reality comes closer like the photos on the floor Scars suddenly cut deeper, trying to flee from getting more Cold skin under black clothes, a pale hand and a pale rose I've dug this grave on my own, now my heartbeat slows Time heal my wounds but leave me dead on the inside Time heal my wounds but leave me with the same dreams unfullfilled
2.
The shallow rhythms in my chest are brawling With pacing ghosts above my head I admit I'm losing every bit of colour I'm breaking oaths like a walking dead Let live and let live again I walk the same path everyday to see us wither away To live a life is to dig the graves for everyone else With pacing ghosts above my head I'm breaking oaths like a walking dead "There is nothing in this world that is so hard to cope with and understand like the fact that things never change. That the feeling loneliness never goes away. You just have to stay distracted. Make up your feelings and start to pretend for no one here will tell you what they really feel" Live for what life used to be I walk the same path everyday to see us wither away To live a life is to dig the graves for everyone else "The moment you realize what your life is worth is when you're lying on your deathbed. You take your last breath and close your eyes forever."
3.
04:04
Burning my chances with my pride Trying to be someone I'm not Denied my faults to stay by your side With open doors when the passion have dried out Every night I am afraid that you will leave me I will let you drown in me, I will let you down It's a parted love that we're a part of, and I'm the reason why The black tongue shapes the unbreakable: The barriers between us It's a parted love that we're a part of I will let you drown in me, I will let you down It's a parted love that we're a part of, and I'm the reason why It was a perfect day, I wouldnt wish for any better Two castaways in a summer night fetter I met true love in a Coldplay sweater If only you could see, if only you could read me, for I can't explain it now It was a perfect day, now all I see is rain "Som om du någonsin var något. Som om jag någonsin betytt något för dig. Som solen någonsin lyste för oss. Som om du någonsin älskat mig"
4.
It's raining up the street, above the yellow house made of concrete A city in sleep, with a mind on repeat, ironically Nothing is more blinding than a best friends voice stop hearing me New names made things change and now this couch is often empty My doors are giving in With the fear that I have turned my back My doors are giving in With my closest friends dressed in black Chasing everything still beating Unbroken circles, I'm done breathing Done breathing Nothing is more blinding than a best friends voice stop hearing me A best friends ears stop listening I've had enough, I'm done breathing
5.
We are not a fucking currency We are not for sale The sound of heartbeats breaching out No peace without justice The sound of curtains falling down No peace without justice Listen to the streets where we are crawling in concrete: Brought to our knees We are the crowd blindly pass things by like fucking cowards: Paralyzed We are not a fucking currency We are not for sale Line up the leaders and tie them to the rail We are not for sale So fucking sick of this ignorance So fucking sick of the rich No peace without justice I am done giving I am done giving in
6.
Does it make you want to throw up to see the oil in wounded feathers Diving like a planecrash as heavy as this weather Now crawling in our concrete: Too severe to survive Too severe to fly with broken wings I try to hide reality in poetry While the birds avoid to sing for us in symphony Who will you judge when you've lost your judgement? Who will you judge when you've lost it all? Here we are with our heads hanging in government yarn. Fake & false information that we think we understand. We can't stand another day, but we do it anyway. Slowly diving like a feather in the middle of the day Now crying on our concrete: Too severe to survive Still asking why we still are here Writing another stupid poem about how broken we must be
7.
01:26
I used to cope with the heavy storms Carry angst with my hands Cope in this sinking ship I'm holding back but I'm losing grip I'm writing love on my arms Everything can chance someone said I used to cope tied in heavy chains An empty body in wait for bane No hope will turn this head I carve the quotes my mother said I'm writing love on my arms Everything can change someone said
8.
The sins we never talk about are floating in this river In a Söderhamn state of mind I walk away the shivers And since we never talk I'll be the stone above your grave so that people see you are my covet Your obituary written across my stomach So maybe I do fulfill a purpose, but it hurts to much to miss you I am wandering and I'm wondering if you are listening "See you soon" means I wont forget you for one day I'll be there too No one else can take your part Söderhamn State Of Mind

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RELEASEDATE: 12th of February 2016
LABELS: Redfield Records, Monument, The Underground Fraction
RECORDED BY: Dennis Bertilsson at Studio Bertilsson / Bilda Söderhamn
MIXED AND MASTERED BY: Dennis Bertilsson
ARTWORK BY: Linus Andersson & Anton Larsson
FLOWER DESIGN: Jim Ohlsson (Stolta Tuppen Tattoo, Falun)

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released February 12, 2016

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CEDRON are four best friends from north eastcoast of Sweden making music that we love about everything that we hate.

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